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[05 Apr 2011|10:58pm] |
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Alot of things in my mind right now. I need to have faith and not let my thoughts stray any further.
Maybe sleep will help. I shall sleep it all away... Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
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[18 Feb 2011|03:19pm] |
The past few weeks of unsettling issues have left me thinking.
I have alot of voices in my heart waiting to be heard. I have alot of questions to ask. I have many uncertainties waiting to be answered.... BUT somehow I have no idea why I cant bring my point across. All the misunderstandings and miscomms seem to be taking a toll on us. I guessed and knew that u must be tired.
I know I ruined it with my own hands. You have no idea how much i hated myself, i failed to prevent history from repeating itself. When i look at myself in the mirror, I see someone who cannot love.
The more I cherish something, the more it will slip away.
The more I yearn for, the more i will never possess it.
have dreams of the future. And of course, ur reassuring words I will keep it in my heart. I just wonder if things will still be the same, cos it just feels different now. :(( And each time I feel this way, my heart will cringe.
XOXOX ---
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[12 Jan 2011|04:02pm] |
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Received an email today..  Greetings from a long-time friend all the way from japan! How thoughtful:)
And the night scenery in japan is just so beautiful Hope we can be there this year-end. :) sipping hot ramen soup during winter is just pure shioksome. :) Loves, Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
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[06 Jan 2011|03:30pm] |
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Its a new year! New hopes and dreams to look forward to. Gonna come up with a list of things I want to accpmplish for this whole year!
2010 has been good to me. After much contemplation and uncertainty, I made one of the most important decision in my life. I hope I dont make the wrong decision but for now I am happy. And most importantly, i have a right feeling about this. But im seriously guilty of all the insecurities he feels about me not giving him a status and so im going to publicly post it here.
Friends still play a very important part of my life cos i know no matter what they will always be there for me:) and for this, i will always remind myself to keep this balance in my life:) Here it goes. Peekture broadcast-- 
<3 Picture perfect cos my face looks small here. :))
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[17 Dec 2010|03:22pm] |
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I think im totally not cut out to do comms work:(( Waiting for someone to point out my mistakes:(
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[07 Dec 2010|03:01pm] |
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 Life's been good recently. Work is busy as usual but i feel happier. For a reason i know but yet still refusing to acknowledge. :)
Time will tell if this happiness is meant to last. But for now, i hope it will stay..
Attended my fren's indian wedding last last weekend. Which explains mydressing in the photos. Haha. Helped to do up the stage deco for her, glad she liked it. And the food was great.. Indian vegetarian. Loves!:) Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
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[20 Nov 2010|10:54am] |
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Im contemplating to take up piano lessons instead. Compared the lesson fees and somehow the piano classes are cheaper than kb and i get to learn theory as well. This is something i wanted to learn so that next time i can play any pieces i want. The only thing is i have to start from scratch and at my age now its quite a challenge. Me being me, i will gladly take up the challenge as this is the only way to improve.:) Life's monotonous as it is. But im constantly thinking of ways to make it meaningful and interesting. :)
despite being bogged down by work, i refuse to be pulled back by work on weekends unless i got caught in a helpless situation. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
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[16 Nov 2010|12:46pm] |
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My neck and head is still hurting from that accident the other day:( but apparently my injuries seem more serious as compared to my friends. So just to play safe, i went to the hospital ystd for a checkup.
Finally i managed to catch some sleep ystd nite although there are still some flashbacks in my subconscious mind. No more feeling nauseous or giddy.
Now i know the importance of putting on seat belt in the car. I hate to admit but im slowly becoming a workaholic now. I just couldnt rest in bed in peace without thinkin abt work! My mind is filled with work! Even the dreams i had is all abt work. :( that is why im still workin even though doc ask me to rest. This is bad. I definitely need to put it down and get my rest before my neck gives up on me. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
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[08 Nov 2010|08:15pm] |
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 On my way to kb class. :) and i simply adore the FP bag i got at kino. Haha. Nice~
I hope they still have the agnes b tote! *cross fingers* I got so irritated waiting at the clinic. Didnt managed to visit the doc today. Hais. Hope i will feel better tmr cos i got tonnes of things to settle back at office. Sighs.
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[22 Oct 2010|12:56am] |
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I am kinda moved by all the care and concern. Its a simple message but it tells alot about a person. I feel all guilty now for refusing to acknowledge it. But its my choice and i live by it. Good night world Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
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[20 Oct 2010|01:46am] |
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I have never felt so disappointed ever since that time. I think it is all coming back to me. All the hopelessness and disappointment. I cannotbelieve they will do this to me, that they will say such things of me. 11 yrs of friendship can be ruined just like this.
I dun think i can ever see them the same way again. I dun tink i can pretend that i dont know what they say of me. Its betrayal and i cannot swallow this and actlike nothing has happened. Cant sleep. I got no other modes of venting my thoughts so here i am. Trying to shout out to the world the unjust i felt for myself. Hoping someone would hear me and make me feel that there is still someone i can trust and rely on in this world. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
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:)) 
This is just so cute:) 
